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Location: California, United States
Birthday: 12/25/1983
Gender: Female
Interests: singing, ultimate firsbee, rollerblading
Expertise: Perhaps music (vocal) and pre-med
Occupation: Student
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AIM:  kell3bell
Member Since:
9/5/2003
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| Here I am...Senior year and questioning everything I've been studying for since going pre-med.  I feel that at this point the MCAT might be a waste of my time...considering how poorly I am doing on all the practice exams. I spoke with someone last night about the whole app process, for medical school, and really it's gonna suck. AND...he did really well and is much smarter than I could EVER be.  (He's hot too!) He did not get into his top choice...tho he did get into all these other great schools...(UCLA, Cornell, Columbia, USC) so he can't really complain. I'd be lucky to get into school in Puerto Rico! I actually just printed out an application for studying abroad in Japan. I'd do research...either way, I'd have something to do, rather than feeling sorry for myself cause I failed at acheiving my goals. 
What more is that I'm doing poorly in my molecular bio class, still need to revise a paper for music history, and have to completely memorize my music for my recital jury on April 1st. Ugh, why so much in so little time. I'm also beginning to question my actions, outside of school. I feel that I'm too impulsive and need to just chill...or stay inside. BUT that's a story for another day.
I did pass my comps! Yay! That was an awesome feeling.
Gotta get back to studies...complaining online won't get my anywhere, but nowhere.
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| I hate comps. I hate being a music major.
That is all...g'day! | | |
| Hello,
I think I am losing my mind. It's been so long since I've posted, oops! But back to losing my mind. I have so much stuff to do in the next 5 days, it's crazy. Two finals on Thurs and you would think, oh plenty of time to study...NOT! I have been moved up at work to Take Out which is the craziest job I've ever had in my life! I've never run around so much ever. And it's rather confusing, at least the whole ticket process is, for the food I mean. I can't tell which dishes to run out to what tables and I am really bad at knowing what "garnishes" (salsa, sour cream, etc.) go with which plates. Oy!
On the upside...I'm getting moved to bartender when I turn 21...which is, oh yea, two weeks from now. I hate how it seems so far tho, not because of the wait, but because of the stuff that needs to be done by Thursday! But once Thursday comes, it's all gravy, baby.
So here's a pic of the house I'm living in, how cute! Porch House, so nice!
And another...
And I'll throw in a picture from Halloween this year...
That's all I got for now...well it's not, but it's all I'mma do for now...it's been a lovely study break, but now onto my Senior Seminar write up, AWESOME!
Love! | | |
| It's been a long time...
Things are all crazy right now.  Right now I am not exactly on speaking terms with the girl I used to live with...but I'm over it. I've explained to her why our friendship is dissintegrating...and frankly she doesn't give a sh*t. So neither do I.
I am in a place right now where I could possibly drop a class because I am not doing well and may possibly not be able to stand up to the challenge. If I drop it for those reasons, I'm ultimately a failure.  I've never had to consider that before and it's very humbling. Do I drop the course? Stick it out and suffer to only end up with a B? I got a small talk from a classmate today about it. He said he scored in the low 70s, only 4 points above me, and he's still confident that he will pass with an A. He said that I should stick it out because I am smart and can do it. All things considered...I think I'll just work at biochem 110%.
I need to post pics and stuff, but my computer currently sucks...however I am in the process of getting a new comp! Yay! The new iMac G5...kick *ss. When it comes I will be updating much more often.
Peace y'all! | | |
| Hey hey,
I'm back at Oxy...livin' in Porch House. Woo-woo. Kick *ss...anywho, will write late and update with pics, once I get internet acess at my house. Peace y'all!
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